About to have a nerve breakdown.. I think..

So Jax gets up so early lately, it's summer thing I guess. So we were at the deck, about 9am, he was playing with the sand diggers but he decided to grab my keys and play with my car. I had my eyes on him but then I got up and walked to my car to see what he was doing. He decided to slam the door and asked if we could go for the walk... Where's the keys? I asked. He opened the door, yes he now knows how to open the door... but it was locked....#$@%* great! The house was unlocked, @#$%^ great!

Now what? I don't have no clue what to do. I can't think. I still cannot find a babysitter for my tonight class. I looked at yellow pages.. nothing. Call the police? Wtf.. What now, what's next..

Remember this lesson..

Never think that I'm all set. Always have Plan B..

So I thought I'm all set to go to classes this summer, having someone to be with Jax Monday and Wednesday nights 630-930pm. I'm happy for Lucas that he got transferred (just for this month he said) and promoted at work, but now he cannot be with Jax on Wed nights.

Great, I thought night classes was a best bet. Well I wanted to go to summer school and I was all set to get what I want.

I could not find anyone to be with Jax tomorrow night! Jessica said she can take him every other Wednesday nights but that's next week. I'd ask my everyday people (interpreters, those around in Salem) also those afar in Framingham area (Lucas mom, cousins, girls). I don't think I'd take in a courage to post on MassTerp and Craigslist looking for help, it just don't feel right, even though that was where I found Jessica (she also posted the ads all over the town).

Sooo..I'm stumped. I only can miss this class just once, that it. Mmm.. let's see what will happen (I'm still looking, not giving up yet).

Lighthouse

So I need a new blog?

I think my blog is having a near death experiences.

blogger.. xanga.. livejournal.. which you like the best? Jax needs one of his own, hes my life I always talk about him but there's me I neglected.