Losing my focus

I am not able to DO IT with my school work for the past two weeks already. I lost my ambitious to stay focused. My things to do list get longer, not enough time in the day to do them, I'd just do what I feels like instead. I don't want to race with the clock. I am now behind with ALL FOUR CLASSES. Still, it don't BOING on me that I need to get my ass up and get moving...

I'd rather to have a small conversation with Jax. I'd think what is near due that I'd need to do. I'd look out of the window and think maybe we could do this... instead of what I'm supposed to be doing.

Jax was away for three weekends, comon, no excuse! I'm well rested, I slept plenty, and I point at the calendar for slowing me down. October is the most stressful time in school, most dramatic weather changes, and either we win or lose against the racing clock.

But still, I need to get my ass moving...