Yeah I'm down low at the rock bottoms right now but soon I'll bounce up. While I'm here, I see things as shitty as they are. I wonder if my continuous negative thinking isn't too encouraging, it builds on: I'm tired of being tired, I don't take care of myself so I feel ugly, house is fucking a mess I don't care right now as of I'm in this situation, etc so if I try to change my thinking: oh I'm going through this shit right now it's because I'm strong person I am capable, things will be ok!! I can deal with this!! Everything will be fine when I done with school and working.......
While I'm trying to study for tonight midterm exam, this terminology sticks on my forehead like a stick-on's notepad paper, epigenetic. Here I go again on Freud and Erikson shit on psychology life span stages but it does makes sense, if you cannot go pass the stage you're on, you cannot go on to the next stage. You need to resolve the crisis or task you're dealing with stepwise. For example, the most common is during adolescent years we deal with identity vs. role confusion and if we go on to college not knowing who we are, we are still on this stage as an adolescent during college year. During the transition from high school to college (exploring identity without parents and rules), we drink and party! We take risk behaviors, trying out some drugs and having unprotected sex.
Marlow's law, you know you have basic needs to live. Foods, shelter, clothing, job and making money, being independent, self sufficient wanting to be a better person, etc. in that order. If you lost the job, you go back to the bottom life needs, you worry about foods and where to live. Then you find the job, you move on ..
It can apply to many things, how you grieve the lost loved one.. shock, angry, denial, depression, etc. Some people can stay at one level for a long time, some can move through quickly, some would keep coming back and forth in cycles. Whatever works that we can live and cope.
Not to be psychological bitch here but I feel like I'm well aware the position I'm in but what should I do about it? With the knowledge I have, I still can't figure it out. That's bullshit.
Monday, July 30, 2007
Wednesday, July 25, 2007
child support court date
Class is about to start in about 5 minutes. I thought I'd come here to give yall a quick update about the child support court yesterday morning. It was in Cambridge, Lucas and I met there and we tried to write down everything about how much we earn, how much we spend, really small details.. and then at 9:25am we turned in the forms. Chatted with the interpreters, they told us it could be a long wait before we go in and see the judge. So Lucas and I found seats and we were chatting.. about 10 minutes later, a lady who works for the judge came to us and asked about Lucas salary (he just got promoted, a little confusing). We were quick to agree that we can let Jax get under with Lucas' health insurance and that I'll get $196 every week. We sat down and waited 5 minutes, the lady came back with more paper work and we signed everything. She said since we agreed with everything so easy we do not need to go in and see the judge. So we left, took a long walk on Newbury Street and had lunch outside.
Ok, too strange right. Lucas made sure that I didn't think it was end of us. He told me how great I've been doing, by how Jax turned out, he reminded it was because of me. Things he said never before. By looking at another parents at the court house, it was bad. How can I explain that.
Class is about to start..
Ok, too strange right. Lucas made sure that I didn't think it was end of us. He told me how great I've been doing, by how Jax turned out, he reminded it was because of me. Things he said never before. By looking at another parents at the court house, it was bad. How can I explain that.
Class is about to start..
Wednesday, July 18, 2007
Why am I here? I'm supposed to go thru this?
No internet at my house, now my pager aim just won’t stay on. Or else I’d need to order $20 one to download. Don’t I feel isolated enough?
Have not paid car insurance for this month yet. Phone bill also due. Have not paid electric and gas for more than couple of months. Need to pay the babysitter Shannon $70 tmw night and my car gas is running low. My bank account is some cents. While another months I would go minus under and thought I could not help it. Right now I’m trying not to over withdrawal but am I at this point I’d have to?
Tried to sell Jax last year and two years winter clothes but only earned $15. I sold something personal for $20 and could do it again I think. I can try to sell some of name brand clothes that I own and don’t wear. I also can try to sell that dress Lucas brought that I worn to Mikey’s wedding. The crib still stands in the way waiting to be sold for cheap.
Next week Tuesday we have a court date. I have not heard from Lucas for two days. He don’t see much of Jax for the past month since he got promoted at work, in fact, I have not had some alone time for a month now other than couple of hours he gone to the camp, being with Margo, and while I go to class. I have not had a break from being a mom this long.
School, I simply cannot focus. I could not buy the books this summer; I decided not to try that hard to get more loans for it. A classmate made copies from the textbook and voluntarily offered to help. I have paper due tonight. Will I finish the paper? And will I be lucky to have ‘preter Erin to proofread? I don’t think I have things that good my way for a long time.
Jax is extremely frustrating at times or is it because I’m me as a deaf single mom who is wired. Today for example, we went to the beach. While walking to the beach from the parking lot, naturally I’d carry couple of bags and trying to run a order for Jax to stay followed. Yes he would run off from me at times, what I’d do? Drop the bags and run after him? Calling after him, loudly and louder. Tried to grab him to attention, after couple of misses, it looked like I really grabbed him hard and he arched his back to wriggle his way out. While I’d try to communicate with him, taming him to give me eyes, it’s no use. So far best trick I could say, “home?”
While on the beach, he would go family hopping, being friendly and naïve, wanting to play with them, eat their foods, and sit with them. So what I do? Go after him, reminded him he got foods and juice at our towel..
Potty training is also an bumpy journey, I think Jax is terrified to use potty to poo. He holds back in. its no good. Regressions? Or just a power struggle? The stinky tales of the poopy panties.
This morning for the first time Jax did not want to go to school. He cried hard. I decided to stick around for little bit, finally he forgot about his feelings and started to play. So many new changes going on for him? I remembered that I should try to take few steps backwards, let him be a baby, that way he can feel ready to take next new steps. It worked for him that way since he was born.
My health, I don’t know what’s wrong with me. My spiritual side is nowhere seen. My dreaming world has been having its own spins but I am not connected. I am current (one day at a time) and aware (I notice the situation I’m in) but empty (am I doing my best? Living it up? I don’t know).
Ok… for some reason I’d like to know what another people are stressed out about these days.
In wrap, good things to think about…
I have a son, he’s healthy and happy and safe. He sneaks to my bed to be more comfortable. He's doing so well, especially with a Mom who is always stressed.
I have home, foods, car, clothes, and education.
I have two cats, even though my life is said to be full, I have room to welcome and love them. I am able to hug, feed them, and clean after them (more patience).
Small things I’m lucky about: half bud, sun kissed skin, Kleenex, Yankees candles Jen and I split, ceiling fans in every rooms, car is doing ok, family that loves Jax, him going to the camp at my college for 6 weeks for $56, foodstamps, Salem Public Library, Winter Island, the neighborhood we can take a walk, pager, Mac, camera, ipod, nice long nail, enough of changes to make copies of an article I'm supposed to writing a paper about right now.
Have not paid car insurance for this month yet. Phone bill also due. Have not paid electric and gas for more than couple of months. Need to pay the babysitter Shannon $70 tmw night and my car gas is running low. My bank account is some cents. While another months I would go minus under and thought I could not help it. Right now I’m trying not to over withdrawal but am I at this point I’d have to?
Tried to sell Jax last year and two years winter clothes but only earned $15. I sold something personal for $20 and could do it again I think. I can try to sell some of name brand clothes that I own and don’t wear. I also can try to sell that dress Lucas brought that I worn to Mikey’s wedding. The crib still stands in the way waiting to be sold for cheap.
Next week Tuesday we have a court date. I have not heard from Lucas for two days. He don’t see much of Jax for the past month since he got promoted at work, in fact, I have not had some alone time for a month now other than couple of hours he gone to the camp, being with Margo, and while I go to class. I have not had a break from being a mom this long.
School, I simply cannot focus. I could not buy the books this summer; I decided not to try that hard to get more loans for it. A classmate made copies from the textbook and voluntarily offered to help. I have paper due tonight. Will I finish the paper? And will I be lucky to have ‘preter Erin to proofread? I don’t think I have things that good my way for a long time.
Jax is extremely frustrating at times or is it because I’m me as a deaf single mom who is wired. Today for example, we went to the beach. While walking to the beach from the parking lot, naturally I’d carry couple of bags and trying to run a order for Jax to stay followed. Yes he would run off from me at times, what I’d do? Drop the bags and run after him? Calling after him, loudly and louder. Tried to grab him to attention, after couple of misses, it looked like I really grabbed him hard and he arched his back to wriggle his way out. While I’d try to communicate with him, taming him to give me eyes, it’s no use. So far best trick I could say, “home?”
While on the beach, he would go family hopping, being friendly and naïve, wanting to play with them, eat their foods, and sit with them. So what I do? Go after him, reminded him he got foods and juice at our towel..
Potty training is also an bumpy journey, I think Jax is terrified to use potty to poo. He holds back in. its no good. Regressions? Or just a power struggle? The stinky tales of the poopy panties.
This morning for the first time Jax did not want to go to school. He cried hard. I decided to stick around for little bit, finally he forgot about his feelings and started to play. So many new changes going on for him? I remembered that I should try to take few steps backwards, let him be a baby, that way he can feel ready to take next new steps. It worked for him that way since he was born.
My health, I don’t know what’s wrong with me. My spiritual side is nowhere seen. My dreaming world has been having its own spins but I am not connected. I am current (one day at a time) and aware (I notice the situation I’m in) but empty (am I doing my best? Living it up? I don’t know).
Ok… for some reason I’d like to know what another people are stressed out about these days.
In wrap, good things to think about…
I have a son, he’s healthy and happy and safe. He sneaks to my bed to be more comfortable. He's doing so well, especially with a Mom who is always stressed.
I have home, foods, car, clothes, and education.
I have two cats, even though my life is said to be full, I have room to welcome and love them. I am able to hug, feed them, and clean after them (more patience).
Small things I’m lucky about: half bud, sun kissed skin, Kleenex, Yankees candles Jen and I split, ceiling fans in every rooms, car is doing ok, family that loves Jax, him going to the camp at my college for 6 weeks for $56, foodstamps, Salem Public Library, Winter Island, the neighborhood we can take a walk, pager, Mac, camera, ipod, nice long nail, enough of changes to make copies of an article I'm supposed to writing a paper about right now.
Monday, July 16, 2007
sadkjaiuroeaseakjoua, yea another new word of the day!
My pager aim just don't stay on, so I have not been online to chat.. I'm at class before it starts in 20 minutes.
I'd write about Jakob's birthday party but I'll do that on his blog. I'd write about my night out to the Waterworks with Sarah but I'll write about that later!
So Wednesday right after I wrote my last post, I almost forgot about the Vet appointment for Sombra. So I zoomed there and spent fucking $90 on his shots. I was not prepared. I thought it was included with the adoption fees but it was only for neutralization. Geez whiz. Margo begged me to take Jax for his haircut and said she would give me money for it. So I spent $24 plus $4 tip on his haircut, bad pick because it's my first in this new town. I needed gas. My account was minus $39.. Lucas gave me money to encourage me to go out and Margo gave me the haircut money. I put them in my account this morning. Now I only have $13 and I'm running low on gas. I'll need to pay the babysitter this week. I have not paid car insurance this month. I know my phone is due this week. I have not paid electric and gas for months.
Bitch n moan later, class time.
I'd write about Jakob's birthday party but I'll do that on his blog. I'd write about my night out to the Waterworks with Sarah but I'll write about that later!
So Wednesday right after I wrote my last post, I almost forgot about the Vet appointment for Sombra. So I zoomed there and spent fucking $90 on his shots. I was not prepared. I thought it was included with the adoption fees but it was only for neutralization. Geez whiz. Margo begged me to take Jax for his haircut and said she would give me money for it. So I spent $24 plus $4 tip on his haircut, bad pick because it's my first in this new town. I needed gas. My account was minus $39.. Lucas gave me money to encourage me to go out and Margo gave me the haircut money. I put them in my account this morning. Now I only have $13 and I'm running low on gas. I'll need to pay the babysitter this week. I have not paid car insurance this month. I know my phone is due this week. I have not paid electric and gas for months.
Bitch n moan later, class time.
Wednesday, July 11, 2007
ginormous
Word of the Day: ginormous
It's both gigantic and enormous, I like the word. It's newly added to the dictionary along with "smackdowns" "crunk" while the linguistic conservatives didn't think those new words having a promise to stick around in American vocabulary. Trendy.
New News to continue my SKILLZ being a Sexual Assault Counselor:
A judge rules that witnesses in a sex assault trial can't use certain words on the stand, like “sex assault” and “rape” from cnn news.com
Next week Tuesday I'll go and get myself started as an counselor, updating and outreaching the community. I heard others in my training group already met the survivors in the ER, being there with them through the rape kit, met with their family, etc. I can't imagine if I'm "ready" but I'm trained to be ready to help.
I'm on campus, surfing the net and having some coffee. Jax is at camp. I'm also waiting to hear from financial aid person to see if I have some money left from the loan to buy myself books. I totally forgot to have it prepared, I didn't have to buy a book for Summer 1 class: Medical Ethics. Btw, I made an A minus for that class. Right now I'm taking this class, Adulthood and Old Age. The most neglected subject (Adulthood) since Freud said in the 1970s that everybody is done growing and developing when you reached 25, married with kids and working. Which is not true for today in America, many of us cannot imagine to get married in 20s and have kids. We have large older people populations (baby boomers) and we don't want to take care of them. We have ginormous stress to be independent and successful. I'm not sure if I'm soo motivated about this class but it's requirement for Social Work major. They're kinda pushing it that most Social Workers will work with the elders and their needs, I'm not sure about that for myself but at least I have some knowledge. Anyway, two textbooks for Adulthood class will costs me $140. Wtf.
So last Monday, Jax and I met with Shannon and her daughters for her to babysit while I go to night class. Shannon and I found each others on craigslist.com couple of months ago, we actually emailed each others and got to know each others a little bit but she lived couple of towns away we thought too far to meet up. Now she moved to the next town so we went for it. I couldn't believe I've done this again, last September we found Jessica from craigslist but we also saw her flyer everywhere in Salem. Now Shannon, she knew what to do and gave me references, also she was a law student so she had some paperwork prepared. I think it's working out ok, I was shocked to pick Jax up after class that he was sound asleep! He's going there again tonight, Shannon only costs me $25 a night. Very reasonable but I'm thinking to give her $70 a week.
It's both gigantic and enormous, I like the word. It's newly added to the dictionary along with "smackdowns" "crunk" while the linguistic conservatives didn't think those new words having a promise to stick around in American vocabulary. Trendy.
New News to continue my SKILLZ being a Sexual Assault Counselor:
A judge rules that witnesses in a sex assault trial can't use certain words on the stand, like “sex assault” and “rape” from cnn news.com
Next week Tuesday I'll go and get myself started as an counselor, updating and outreaching the community. I heard others in my training group already met the survivors in the ER, being there with them through the rape kit, met with their family, etc. I can't imagine if I'm "ready" but I'm trained to be ready to help.
I'm on campus, surfing the net and having some coffee. Jax is at camp. I'm also waiting to hear from financial aid person to see if I have some money left from the loan to buy myself books. I totally forgot to have it prepared, I didn't have to buy a book for Summer 1 class: Medical Ethics. Btw, I made an A minus for that class. Right now I'm taking this class, Adulthood and Old Age. The most neglected subject (Adulthood) since Freud said in the 1970s that everybody is done growing and developing when you reached 25, married with kids and working. Which is not true for today in America, many of us cannot imagine to get married in 20s and have kids. We have large older people populations (baby boomers) and we don't want to take care of them. We have ginormous stress to be independent and successful. I'm not sure if I'm soo motivated about this class but it's requirement for Social Work major. They're kinda pushing it that most Social Workers will work with the elders and their needs, I'm not sure about that for myself but at least I have some knowledge. Anyway, two textbooks for Adulthood class will costs me $140. Wtf.
So last Monday, Jax and I met with Shannon and her daughters for her to babysit while I go to night class. Shannon and I found each others on craigslist.com couple of months ago, we actually emailed each others and got to know each others a little bit but she lived couple of towns away we thought too far to meet up. Now she moved to the next town so we went for it. I couldn't believe I've done this again, last September we found Jessica from craigslist but we also saw her flyer everywhere in Salem. Now Shannon, she knew what to do and gave me references, also she was a law student so she had some paperwork prepared. I think it's working out ok, I was shocked to pick Jax up after class that he was sound asleep! He's going there again tonight, Shannon only costs me $25 a night. Very reasonable but I'm thinking to give her $70 a week.
Saturday, July 7, 2007
Some more Ugh and then some WHATEVER.
I wrote on Jax's blog about his first day at camp Monday but while he was gone, I went to the library to use the internet. I was calling the Sprint to see why my phone still was not working as Lucas paid for it the day before. Time a wasted! Later that day, Jax and I went to the Sprint store all they did was to reset the battery and it worked. Bliss!
Went to grocery shopping, I was out of foodstamps and I used the recycling voucher. I wanted to make sure we have enough milk and bread for the week. That's what Market Basket grocery is for, can get plenty for small amount of money. It brought me memories, I remember I learned how to count coins.. Looking for some fallen changes inside the couch.. but my mom always made sure I had enough to eat. The generation continues..
Tuesday, Jax and I stayed at home. I continued rearranging the house, just organizing around. I also tried to prepare Jax's small fall/winter clothes to sell for some extra cash to last us through this month.
Wednesday we celebrated 4th of July by going over to one of my interpreter, Leigh (who was there at the birthing room!) bbq, there was 3 boys about same as Jax age. It was a riot watching them playing fisbee and water slides, one of them is potty training too and Jax pooped in his pants twice. One is 4 yrs old and still wearing pull ups. So ofc us moms had some chats about the boys but they were married they said the fathers is the big part of potty training. I find it hard to believe, haha.
It started to look like rain when Jax and I got home, Lucas joined us we walked to the wharf. There was a lot going on that's Salem. It actually rained, a mist then light rain.. and then some. At least it was not cold we thought we would stay and see what happened. We saw our neighbors sitting so we joined them. My neighbor interpreter Erin (yes, it seems like my friends are all interpreters in Salem) joined us to say hello. Jax actually stayed close to us, instead of running off (too many people). There was band going on but their music made me sleepy! Finally fireworks but it made Jax nervous. Last year he sat on Wrammy (my mom) through the firework shows just fine, interesting. He started to feel scared about water too but anyway we left walked back home. It was nice outing day. Thursday we stayed home again. We went to the library for Family night. Saw Jax's preschool friend there.
My landlord told me to get out on a "vacation" while he need to replace the water system at my house from Friday morning to Monday 5pm. I was like, UGGHH. We stayed at Margo's last weekend and again this weekend and again next weekend for Jax's birthday party? I'm worried how my cats stayed in one room with doors closed, but Don the Landlord said he would let them out when he's done for the day. He offered to feed them as well. I dearly hope he will call us tonight to let us know we can go home. Jax needs go to the camp tmw 8am. And I still need to find someone to be with him for my class tmw night! Wed night too. Craigslist?? Ugh.
Went to grocery shopping, I was out of foodstamps and I used the recycling voucher. I wanted to make sure we have enough milk and bread for the week. That's what Market Basket grocery is for, can get plenty for small amount of money. It brought me memories, I remember I learned how to count coins.. Looking for some fallen changes inside the couch.. but my mom always made sure I had enough to eat. The generation continues..
Tuesday, Jax and I stayed at home. I continued rearranging the house, just organizing around. I also tried to prepare Jax's small fall/winter clothes to sell for some extra cash to last us through this month.
Wednesday we celebrated 4th of July by going over to one of my interpreter, Leigh (who was there at the birthing room!) bbq, there was 3 boys about same as Jax age. It was a riot watching them playing fisbee and water slides, one of them is potty training too and Jax pooped in his pants twice. One is 4 yrs old and still wearing pull ups. So ofc us moms had some chats about the boys but they were married they said the fathers is the big part of potty training. I find it hard to believe, haha.
It started to look like rain when Jax and I got home, Lucas joined us we walked to the wharf. There was a lot going on that's Salem. It actually rained, a mist then light rain.. and then some. At least it was not cold we thought we would stay and see what happened. We saw our neighbors sitting so we joined them. My neighbor interpreter Erin (yes, it seems like my friends are all interpreters in Salem) joined us to say hello. Jax actually stayed close to us, instead of running off (too many people). There was band going on but their music made me sleepy! Finally fireworks but it made Jax nervous. Last year he sat on Wrammy (my mom) through the firework shows just fine, interesting. He started to feel scared about water too but anyway we left walked back home. It was nice outing day. Thursday we stayed home again. We went to the library for Family night. Saw Jax's preschool friend there.
My landlord told me to get out on a "vacation" while he need to replace the water system at my house from Friday morning to Monday 5pm. I was like, UGGHH. We stayed at Margo's last weekend and again this weekend and again next weekend for Jax's birthday party? I'm worried how my cats stayed in one room with doors closed, but Don the Landlord said he would let them out when he's done for the day. He offered to feed them as well. I dearly hope he will call us tonight to let us know we can go home. Jax needs go to the camp tmw 8am. And I still need to find someone to be with him for my class tmw night! Wed night too. Craigslist?? Ugh.
Sunday, July 1, 2007
Rotten
I feel like I've been a rotten bitch. Everything's rotten and I sucks with everything. I guess I keep my head above the water long enough that I'd start shallow some water. I feel like it's my fault for going out with girls earlier this month, going to the wedding and had some fun, etc that I'm fucked up with money thing all over again. I think I did good first half this year, though, careful and saving. Until I felt like we should go home SC, things started to slip away since then.
I feel like I suck, not having nothing good going on, not doing anything good, while I could do good. At school, I still never could finish TWO incompleted papers. Summer 1 class, Medical Ethics, I practically let my team do all the presentation work and the professor personally thanked me for sharing that she and the class learned a lot from me (diversity).
I feel like I'm not a cool momma anymore, I get frustrated about Jax's mischief ways. I think he's going through some power struggle with me to see who's the boss, how far he can go with doing his ways, etc but it's driving me nuts. So many time outs. I realized he's tied between being the baby and a big boy, he kept on stepping forward wanting to do the big boys things then taking 2 steps back wanting to be baby again. Old and new ways both at the same time. I guess that's ok I just forget to be extra patient sometimes that's all. He will start day camp tomorrow, that's exciting. That's one of many new changes we are seeing.
So no internet at my house still then my phone service got cut off as I could not pay the bill. I realized that $156 for first bill does not sounds right but I dunno. Jax and I were alone 4 days straight, no people, no cable tv, etc. I felt like we were so out of touch with the world. So we went over to Margo yesterday for a night.
Lucas got promoted and his schedule is rotten, he will not have same days off. So Jax will go over to Margo every other weekend. He will be with me Monday to Friday, which means I need to find someone to be with him Mon and Wed nights so I'd go to class. I thought I'd save me some money from paying for the daycare but now I gotta pay for the babysitter! Only if I'd find one.
Cuz Jen came over last weekend, of course it was great having her but Jax and I owe her couple of visits up in Vermont. She wanted out for a break, she wanted to wait for a place of her own before having us over. She and Rosey both are in love, it was crazy watching them stupid in love but it's all good. I'm happy for them. Which brings me to Lucas, we "met" 4 years ago last Friday and Jax is turning 3 this week Friday. Now that's crazy.
Here's some cool pictures from Jen's camera:
Peekaboo!
Sombra buggin' Sunny!
Sombra is very different than Sunny when she was kitten. He would want to cuddle and follows me..
Lastly, here's famous us cousins!
I feel like I suck, not having nothing good going on, not doing anything good, while I could do good. At school, I still never could finish TWO incompleted papers. Summer 1 class, Medical Ethics, I practically let my team do all the presentation work and the professor personally thanked me for sharing that she and the class learned a lot from me (diversity).
I feel like I'm not a cool momma anymore, I get frustrated about Jax's mischief ways. I think he's going through some power struggle with me to see who's the boss, how far he can go with doing his ways, etc but it's driving me nuts. So many time outs. I realized he's tied between being the baby and a big boy, he kept on stepping forward wanting to do the big boys things then taking 2 steps back wanting to be baby again. Old and new ways both at the same time. I guess that's ok I just forget to be extra patient sometimes that's all. He will start day camp tomorrow, that's exciting. That's one of many new changes we are seeing.
So no internet at my house still then my phone service got cut off as I could not pay the bill. I realized that $156 for first bill does not sounds right but I dunno. Jax and I were alone 4 days straight, no people, no cable tv, etc. I felt like we were so out of touch with the world. So we went over to Margo yesterday for a night.
Lucas got promoted and his schedule is rotten, he will not have same days off. So Jax will go over to Margo every other weekend. He will be with me Monday to Friday, which means I need to find someone to be with him Mon and Wed nights so I'd go to class. I thought I'd save me some money from paying for the daycare but now I gotta pay for the babysitter! Only if I'd find one.
Cuz Jen came over last weekend, of course it was great having her but Jax and I owe her couple of visits up in Vermont. She wanted out for a break, she wanted to wait for a place of her own before having us over. She and Rosey both are in love, it was crazy watching them stupid in love but it's all good. I'm happy for them. Which brings me to Lucas, we "met" 4 years ago last Friday and Jax is turning 3 this week Friday. Now that's crazy.
Here's some cool pictures from Jen's camera:
Peekaboo!
Sombra buggin' Sunny!
Sombra is very different than Sunny when she was kitten. He would want to cuddle and follows me..
Lastly, here's famous us cousins!
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